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Saturday, March 08, 2008 @ 3:09 AM
Rare Emo Eric The only reason why NS is succeeding to be the failure of us all would be that it's made of a large proportion of men. men generally are beings with a naturally insensitive and egoistic nature. maybe thanks to that many are disillusioned to think we're that fuckin' good la. then again NS might have been more pleasant if i had spent my pre-teen years in a non co-ed school. wait, HELL NO! cant wait for the day when i can say 'Oh when i was in NS...' Clarence is right. I wont deny it but NS gives u alot of time to think. TOO MUCH in fact. you start to think of everything and anything in between of all the saikang you've been pre-destined to clear.and SHITS but i've been thinking a fair bit of stuff as well. i managed to get over it before but this time round it's taking a tad longer. this always happens when things start to fall into place smoothly and as much as i know what is going on, i can't stop it. i don't wish to play myself out and be a fuckin' hypocrite, but i dont mind being honest. when you think things through logically rather than let emotions get over your head, you realise you have nothing to lose if you play your cards right. i know i can don't bother and simply ignore, but maybe i shouldn't try too hard. you know, just let things happen. problem is i like how i'm living now and i can wait. what's another 5 years after 20 years? i can wait. |