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Sunday, August 28, 2005 @ 1:58 AM
just another sunday morning. it's comnig close to 2 right now. 1.59 am to be exact. and i aint tired. still in the mood to try out some integration by parts qns, all for the sake of ling ling. but the possibility of making an error halfway is high, taking into accout my eyes are heavier than me right now. but i aint tired. i've never bothered about how i'm going to live my life in the future. i always have short-term plans, those that cover at most a week ahead of me. maybe that's why i aint worried for my promos as of yet. then again, maybe that's why i shld be worried for my promos. promos. probably the only thing that all JCians will share in common during the oct period. it's probably the only time when you'll hear dedications made on 987 for you. '...good luck to all those who're mugging hard for the promos!'. heard tons of these kinda stuff during 0's. never had a dedication made for me before. wonder how it feels like to be thought of for once... for everyday of the week, i've spent at least 10hrs in sch, before returning home to catch up with dota, which i realised paid no significance while i was being owned on bnet a while ago. after an hour or more, i'd try to hit the bks, only to fall aslp, at like 8 or 9 everyday. being the man with the guilty conscience, i'd try to rise from my deep slumber earlier than usual, in order to finish up wateva that would keep me alive for the day. it's a vicious cycle. i've 4 wks to promos. as much time as that may seem, i've only a couple of hours in fact, once u deduct all the slacking horus away. pray for my soul, as i pray for yours. amen. Sunday, August 21, 2005 @ 5:36 PM
the weekends. had fun time with rahman yesterday. jev had informed me the day before (friday) that FTWR ( fun time with rahman) was cancelled. so i played wc3 the whole night. played and messed around with my iriver. basically did alot of nonsense, and hwk is definitely no nonsense. but steph had to spring up with the msg that FTWR was back on schedule at 1030. yea. felt so sian, so decided to go to slp to wear the mood off. FTWR wasnt so bad after all. it helps when he's in his cheerful mood. a side which one seldom gets to see in teachers, esp mr se. he like damn fierece nowadays, last time wasnt so picky. must be the wife giving pressure to have another child. or maybe he doesnt even have one yet? go mr se, you're still young and virile and fertile, be the man! FTWR took longer than expected, but i feel it's worth it. af least i had spent the sat morning doing chem which happens to be my weakest. hopefully i won't see an E again.EEEeeeee..... did PW after FTWR at my place. mom, who was oddly nice that day, maybe cos' my friends were coming over, made spaghetti for all 3 of us. yuCks~ bolangnise (spl wrong) sauce aint my taste, where's the white sauce ( okay, if you're a dirty fella, i know what you're thinking) ? anyway, the whole afternoon made up of more dota than PW. but we did finish the WR in the end, though i wished we had done more than what we did. had intended to do a 1st draft that was as good as a last draft, but we just didnt have it in us. the passion. screw WR, i'd rather do 2 chin compos or run 10 rounds around the track. mex, the master, gave me the 4-1-1 on the game, which i found simpler than expected. the chim part was getting used to the characters and knowing what to buy and when to run. Run.... slpt real early that sat night, though i was still online. so i'm left with today to study for the many upcoming tests. chin, chem, gp...is that all? nar, there should be more, but my mind is just keeping the info in some vault i guess. ignorance is bliss. yea, screwed, halleujah.... so it's like another week to teacher's day. wonder whether it'd be as fun as those in tms. food and concert alone aint gona suffice. we need games. u know, those kinda games? talking about those sabo-ing ones...back in tms, we were spending more time thinking of lame games than on anything else. it's a 2/4 tradition, and a legacy i'm gona uphold. just that dunno whether the peeps in my cls are supportive... 2384756081712 days to promos. @ 5:32 PM
terror!!!! wat can i say? wat else can i say? friday was terror. the more i dwell on it, the worse i feel. what da hell was i thinking? obviously nothing. i cant get away from it, it clings onto me. when i'm about to sleep. when i'm chillin'. hell, it's even around when i'm reading my manga( which i sure get pissed when thinking of it). what to do? shit. double shit. argggghhhhh..... Sunday, August 14, 2005 @ 12:31 AM
liang feng and you. i love liang feng. as much as i love you. if only you knew. but u'd never know. how i feel. why i feel. what i feel. for you. you and only you. i wish you knew. but you'd never know. cos' i'd never say. Saturday, August 13, 2005 @ 10:21 AM
NDP week. this has been a pretty short week. probably the shortest we'll ever have. and it so happens i've to live through two of the longest days of the timetable before i can savour the weekends once again. started what was left of the week with phy pract, which pretty much had everything except the pract itself. sian lar, hate it when teachers use it to teach us pract skills instead. i mena, u have to stone for 1 3/4 hr, and the benches are designed such that you can't do any nonsense under the table top. so no choice lor, had to catch some sleep and prepare for the coming fmaths test on vect. and did i mention that i had only studied halfway last night. tra lalala... spent the whole phy lect reading vect. our area sure makes alot of noise, and i think the lecturer is going to have a strain on her neck after all that twisting she had to do in order to look at us. we are pretty odd for a bunch of 05s101s. i mean, when you think of the first class of a 2maths2sci combi, u think nerd. u think bookworms. but we sure break the tradition with the ppl we have in the current CG. the thing that differentiates us from the others is that at the end of the day, we get the work done. ok, at least most of us, while some of us resort to copying. nar, i prefer 'referring'. vect test was alryt lor. it took some time before i could get a hang of the qns. cos' i din even glance through the tutorials again, i was pretty much a blur, my formulas were rusty. but in the end, i think it'll still be a screw up. despite the almost 6 days given to me to mug for it, i still chose to leave studying to the night before. habits die hard, but i've to kill asap. the rest of the day was pretty much the same. just tutorials and hui sim missing in action during our chinese periods. headed for home alone once again. wish there was someone living nearby who took the same route home with me, preferrably someone from MJc too. the whole was dedicated to tv,tv and more tv. the superstar has become more of an excuse rather than reason to watch tv, or a warm-up before i do a tv marathon. took a break before watching back-to-back lost and oc. wanted to finish up the chem stuff, but the bed was too tempting as it has awlays been, and will be. friday was worse lorz. kena suan by ling ling again, cos i din finish up the parametric tut. aiya, alot of ppl are chasing me for hwk, or will be soon enough. rahman, ling ling, se. buay sian meh u all? next wk still got test and i've got shitloads fo tuts to finish up. mercy...re-napfa was awesome. passed my sbj finally. it's more assuring when u do napfa with the f&c ppl, cos' you don't feel so left out and alone. you'll have company to laugh at and be laughed at. u can awlays count on sit-ups for comfort, esp when you have a equally-scheming partner. shuan-tze was good lor, i tried to stifle my laughs but cannot tahan la. but hey, i wasnt the only. could see clarence giggling off too after we'd done our sit-ups. but the main course for the day was pull-ups. jevan did like almost 5, then he keep shouting 'got mah?! got mah?!' . i look at chua and he kept pointing up. alamak, just say something la, what is that suppose to mean? anyhow, we've got two survivors who'll be officially discharged from f&c from next wk. looks like i still have alot of company. haha... it's another weekend, and i gotta buck up. promos are less than two months away. time to mug. but before that, i'll finsih up my 'liang feng'. i love it. Monday, August 08, 2005 @ 11:22 PM
ndp celebration baby! started the day by catching a cab with halim. met with him while waiting for bus 3 to arrive, which i had foolishly assumed that would fetch me to MJ on time. but after a couple of eternity-like minutues, i was starting to think that maybe the bus driver had taken the day off. fortunately halim suggessted to catch a cab, and hence i reached sch on time. tagged along with hou teck and kevin to take pics of the concert. awesome man, it's very different when u're like this close to the stage and you have the choice of being even closer. my fav? the dance gals. esp one gal whom caught my attention. dunno why, but i kept thinking she looks like someone i know, and was shocked to see her like tt. makeup: source of miracles. wasted, my requests for an encore was denied. anyhow, loved the experience, cant wait for more concerts. supposed to lan with kian ppl, but i had some cca shit, so bo pian. ended up watching wedding crashers with jev and ppl. how was it? err, jev and co. might say it's sick. i'd say it's insightful. stomach-acher la, some were funny funny, others were simply sick funny. while there were the occassional sick sick funny. guess my recommendation was not too alright, but it sure hella beats charlie's choc. some were saying they'd rather watch it, but i'm certain, deep down, they were loving it. headed off to foodcourt to makan and chit chat abt senseless shit. we kept bring up abt jev pulling wheel off the daytona console that we decided to try out the arcade at cs. some racing ferrari game, which me,jev,clar,steph tried out. jev damn violent, kept hantam-ing the wheel, and express his feelings abit too much. but aiya, in the end, i won lor. wat 'chen huo da jie'? win is win la, excuses are excuses. i use manual somemore orhz...took the train back and walked km to bdk interchange. took 40 to siglap's kfc and had my the chesse fries before heading back home. wanted to do tutorials just now, but the computer was too tempting. so here i am, slacking away... Saturday, August 06, 2005 @ 9:24 PM
manga. they're so accurate. i don't know what it is about a girl who effortlessly waves her head from left to right, and right to left, leaving her hair to follow in the same direction and its shadow to envelope her face, that captures my utmost attention. then again, maybe i do know. it's manga. esp those that are about a guy who ends up in a dorm/house/hotel/company of a group of girls with exceptionally stunning beauty, and eventually hooks up with this particular gal whom he initially has alot of screw ups with. unrealistic and impossible, it very often gives the reader that ray of hope that reality always keeps hidden. hidden in some godforsaken place where you probably never going to find, except in your dreams and that manga you're currently reading. the only difference between the manga and real life is that in the comics, it all works out for the lead character. how it rains and there's only the lead gal and the male lead left alone in a certain premises, or how gals actually find someone (the male lead) looking beneath their clothes amusing and tolerable. i mean, whenever i daydream during tutorials or lectures, it'll be of the same old scene. it's raining cows and monkeys and you're scurrying around, searching for a nearby shelter. fortuntely, there's a bus-stop in sight. u escape the pouring rain to fall into another shower. shower of love. there, seated patiently with her hands on her lap, dry as a feather because of the umbrella she's holding onto tightly, is the gal of your dreams. oddly, she's alone at this hour of the day, and appears to be waiting for the bus. w/o a soul in sight, you try to start a covnersation but the words are devoured by the echoes of the wind. unexpectedly, she turns round and you're in her sight. 'hey! didnt know you take this route too. darn, you're wet. here, need a towel? i've got a spare.' you reply, but it matters nothing, as it's what you do next that is more significant. u walk towards her and she takes the initiative to dry you. the both of you get comfortable and converse about everything under the sun. you pay no attention to what she says, savouring only the beauty of her eyes. but she ignorantly obliges and continues to blabber about how her sister should have been here to pick her up. the bus never arrives and the bus stop is only filled with your presence and hers. eerie? i say lovely. yea, i always hoped it'll happen, but hell, it never does. it's impossible, cos' our schedules are a world's difference, i'm always with my friends and she's with hers.i can never catch her alone at the bus stop with it raining profusely. that's probably the most impt part. the atmosphere has gotta work in your favour before you can to do anything foolish. been reading this manga 'liang feng' lately. guy lead lives next door to the gal whom he is head over heels for. they are in the same sch, same class. they both are always arguing initially, and the gal very often catches him doing something humilating. her impression of him worsens, and it seems that they'll never ever get together. but in the end, she softens up, shows her vulnerable, adorable, feminine side and it all works out for the male lead. hence, the point i want to make, is that in many of the scenes, the situation is all in favour for the lead. esp the part when he was about to declare his undying love for her. they're botyh alone on some hill top. fireworks are everywhere in the starry sky. she's holding him by hand, they've had a great day at the theme park and the stage is all set. he gao bais. yea, as much as we try to imitate the exact same scene, it'll never be the same. i guess manga will only remain as a reflection of one's fantasy, not reality. but it's alright. cos' in life, nothing works in your favour. sadly. but truly. |