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Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 6:36 PM

TAGGED!!
Instructions:The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

The perfect girl must..:

1. be able to cook. yea, i live to eat, what else is new.
2. be sensitive to my feelings. i tend to get moody at times. hard to believe eh?
3. be proficient in english and CHINESE (especially).
4. not be narrow-minded. must be more open to other people's opinions.
5. someone who's different from me. that way, she'll complete me.
6. not be stick-thin. i want to feel something when i hug her.
7. be resilent towards my teasing and be able to appreciate my humour.
8. share my interest in manga and anime. okay, not necessarily must, but hopefully.

damn, i cant believe i spent my time doing this tag thing. but it sure is less tedious than justin's tag, so sry to dissapoint you pal.



Saturday, March 25, 2006 @ 12:36 AM
it's over...and soon it'll be finished.

block tests (bts) are over.

and soon i'll be finished as well, after i get back my results. not that i dont deserve it, but no one likes to get a straight flush of Fs on their report card, esp when you're in j2. shit has to happen to me all the time.

fmaths paper was easy, yea, but taking into account the fact that i only started studying for it last sat, you should pretty much be able to predict my grade. heck, i couldnt even rmb the blardy arc length formula, and sq made it seem so easy to derive, which he did during the paper. my ans for the arc length qn was as blank as the my ans for the centroid qn, so there goes alot of marks. ar, my phy was worse. depressing...

somehow, sch was rather refreshing today, since it's been like 2 wks since sch had ended, and a wk since i've started mugging like fuck for my papers. though technically speaking if i had really mug like fuck for my papers, i'd have nothing to worry abt. just tutorials basically, had lunch with alvin and chipmunks after sch at whitesand's mac. we started talking (actually, it felt more like gossiping) on alot of irrelevant topics la, like how alvin wished mj papers had more thinking qns than factual qns. damn, i'm going to miss moments like this, cos in the not so distant future if i have lunch at mac, it'd probably with a bunch of other colleagues boasting on his sexual conquest while others are planning their backstab attack.

come to think of it, everyone is born with an equal no. of attribute points, it's only a matter of how you use them. so while others may be specialised in a certain field, you may just differ such.
damn. i need a gameshark to boost my attribute points.



Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 7:39 PM
holiday week my arse

the fact that i can so easily be amused by a kite flying right out of my window proves how exciting fmaths is, or rather lack thereof. still, credit must be given to the bald old man who was flying it like 3 storeys above me. mind you, i'm living on the 8th floor.

and it struck me. 40 years down the road when i'm physically able and mentally sane (which would mean that i've survived NS, somehow), and equally bald and old, will i end up like him, flying a kite leisurely in the open? (though i think 40 years down the road, 'virtual reality' will already BE a reality) or will i be sipping down my next cocktail at a well-to-do country club, refreshing myself before my next game of golf?

either way, i'll need to get pass next week's common test if i'm even to think of celebrating my bday, which fortunately ( or maybe unfortunately) falls on the following sunday.

18 years old and still a virgin? damn, what have i been doing on earth? it doesnt help matters when sq's statistic of teens losing their virginity at average 18.3 years old keeps recurring in my mind....

wait, wouldnt that mean i have 4 months before being deemed an average?

damn.



Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 8:27 PM
你就是我的唯一

唯一
我的天空多么的清新

透明的承诺是过去的空气

牵着我的手是你

但你的笑容 却看不清

是否一颗星星变了心

从前的愿望 也全都被抛弃

最近我无法呼吸

连自己的影子 都想逃避(逃避)

BABY 你就是我的唯一

两个世界都变形 回去谈何容易

确定 你就是我的唯一

独自对着电话说我爱你 我真的爱你

BABY 我已不能多爱你一些

其实早已超过了爱的极限


i'm never going to grow sick of this emo song.

sometimes,
i wish i just had someone for myself.
no need to fight for her attention.
no need to fret for her absence.
no need to to shy away from her sight.

it's simply too exhaustive for me.

why can't i for once experience mutual love?
does it always have to so one-sided?

life is never fair, you can't have everything that you want.
there'll always be some things you can never have.

ignorance is bliss indeed. why did i have to know you?



Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 9:45 PM
AAA is better than ABCC

oh SHIT la! i cant LIVE w/o my iRIVER!

it's been a week, and i'm barely making it through with my temporary replacement, which can only hold a pathetic 60 songs. ARojaeghiaejthjb":....feel my agony.

not only that, i've failed my CHEM test as well! not that i wasnt expecting it, but i was the lowest 05s101 failure of all. sadly, it was not 'good' enough to be on the last red list, surprsingly.

block test is going to mean it all. pass or fail, keep my 4 A's or drop my chem, whichever is the better for me. as how Rahman has so kindly as to put it down darn explicitly on my spa paper,

"...continue with this and you can DROP CHEM...AAA is better than ABCC".

he has a point though. after all, i've no right to argue with the doctor himself, the first man (definitely not the alst) who has voiced his opinions on me keeping my 4 A's. sweet, i feel so motivated to study my 10 organic CHEM chps.

can you just sense the sarcasm?



Friday, March 03, 2006 @ 11:31 AM
holiday friday

If Only

if only i was more certain,
if only we were less distant,
then I wouldn't have waited any longer,
and let you drift away, further and further.

desperately, i needed a sign from you,
something. anything. to give me my cue.
and step forward without thinking twice,
to take my chance, and throw cupid's dice.

gambling my way through so blindly,
believing in cupid ever casually.
would i regret what i've done so effortlessly?
not giving it a second thought or consider carefully?

then again,
life is so short.
let's live it without doubt.
linger not with the clouds.
stop having second thoughts.

we have too many 'what if's that we all start playing it safe. after some time we get comfortable with the misery of self-delusion that we grow numb to it.

there arent too many second chances in life. let's not waste the first ones.



Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 11:27 PM

http://kevan.org/johari?name=LI.Z.E

yea, that's pretty much what this post is abt. heck, i dont really get what the results are trying to say anyway, but it wont hurt to have my ego stroked...or stabbed.



Wednesday, March 01, 2006 @ 11:57 PM
chines a0 results

C6 for chinese AO.

need i say more?

actually, i do and i shall.

honestly, i didnt really feel the gravity of the matter until i was making my way to C 3-2 to collect my results. it was only then and there when it occurred to me, what if i DID really fail chinese ao? what would that mean? well, i thought of 2 possible scenarios while walking up the stairs, which seemed higher than usual.

1. i'd continue to be condemned by my fellow classmates for another half year before they finally see me in the section after the sports in the Straits Times.

2. my classmates will have no chance to condemn me as they'll immediately see me in the section after the sports in the Straits Times tomorrow.

now that chinese is over and done with, that leaves me with everything else. and lagging tutorials is not helping matters. my class is miles ahead of me in tutorials and chemistry concepts. seriosuly, we need more slackers to balance off all the muggers that are tipping the scale.

or maybe it's just me, too slack.

or maybe it's just them, not as slack.