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Monday, July 17, 2006 @ 8:33 PM
post-mortem mids BDFF B4. an all time low for me ever since i've enrolled into MJ.it's not the twin Fs that has disheartened me but the fact that i hav to pay the principal a visit. not once, but twice, though technically speaking the 2nd time round it was her paying me a visit. ok, the 1st time was real unexpected cos' rahman had just handed out the chem papers and he just told me that the principal wanted to see me. so i went in and heck, her room had this deprssing aura. i mean when you're sitting down, u feel a heap of pressure on your shoulders as she gets down-to-earth with you. if there's one thing abt her, is that she's damn direct. she doesnt beat around the bush, ask/tells u whatever she wants to. but i made sure i answered and spoke whenever i had to cos' if i act timid and all, it'll only give her more reason to 'eat' me up.she went on about how i disappoint my parents with my shitass results, and how lazy i was. yes, i realise i am lazy. absolutely lazy. then again, maybe i'm more indifferent than lazy. i just heck too many things around me, except those that starves of my attention. sadly they fall in a limited category of friends, family and happiness. i just dont have hunger as every damn teacher will put it. hunger for knowledge that is. i'm too busy half the time to satisfy my hunger for REAL food (whitesands, put a blardy kfc/bk in you cos' mac is getting bland already). i also lack deteremination which is what differentiates me from the others. nonetheless, i've started on my revision for rahman's sake actually, since he's the only teacher whom i feel i owe the most, and likewise aggravated the most as well. i want...no, i need to get a reasonable grade for chem at the end of the day, and by his reasonable standards, i'm thinking B if not A. less talking, more working.. |