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Friday, February 24, 2006 @ 9:45 PM
i need a break i need a break from everything. school, social circles, hwk, tests, even slacking. i'm spending more time doing things that i've no idea why i am doing so than on other committments which at least has a more meaningful purpose. i mean, the hectic of it all is getting to me, though i keep it behind my facade in school. mr tee was bringing up about whether i was from a rich family lately. his basis for deduction? that i behaved like a towkay. (actually, i thought he said towgay, that beansprout thing. ok, way off tangent) well, apparently, in his eyes, i walked like as if i have nothing to worry about, so calm and all. it was suppose to be the way i walk, or sit during lectures and tutorials. he even asked if i knew that i needed to work. then again, this isnt exactly the first time i've heard this. well, many others in sec sch have put it less explicitly, that i've got that i-dont-give-a-damn-abt-what-goes-on-around-me aura. i've got to agree with that to a certain extent. i'm starting to feel less agitated and nerve-wrecked about issues, impending or not. i have this belieft that all will work out in the end, though solely living by such a motto will only get you in trouble if you dont learn to maintain sanity too. many like the front seat. i just take the backseat and enjoy the ride. |