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Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 3:21 PM
the day before fmaths test alot of people have been saying that i walk very slowly, or at least, slower than them. i can only guess that's because i have the tendency not to push myself. this habit is evident in not only my nafa grades, but also my chem tests. maybe over the years i've realised that pushing myself too far and much will not help me whatsoever. i hate to rush. esp when i gotta head for sch in the morning, the anxiety of beating the clock to reach school punctually gets to me. i like to take my time, and not rush to my death. i doubt anyone is looking forward to that eh? well, almost everyone i'm sure. kinda scary though, come to think of it. it's like you're gonna sleep, and never wake up. it's so..surreal. i'm not exactly afraid of it, just cant imagine what it's like. on a different note, life's been the usual . school and tests and rahman. realised it's more tedious and tiresome to get through rahman's periods (no pun intended) w/o jevan, since all attention is on me now to hand him that 'form'. yes, you guessed it. the drop form. the grades are so depressing at times that the drop form might be my only anti-depressant left, my therapeutic cure. then again, i am no psychiatrist myself, and my diagnosis might simply be an outcome of my inexperience. hence, i shall have to be content with my E grade, which i need to push to like a C asap. on an absolutely different tangent, i've been trying to take the bus home from paya lebar mrt station at arond 6+, in hope of seeing this girl whom i noticed last wed. i wouldnt have paid any attention to it if it was nothing out of the ordinary, but i kept having this vibe that she was looking at me. ok, so maybe i'm just overeacting, but whenever i keep checking to see if my bus was coming, i'd notice her looking in my direction. either she's looking at me, or there is some really suave guy standing behind, which i didnt bother to check. all i know is that she takes the same bus as me, alighting one stop before me. to make matters worse, she wasnt wearing any sch uniform, so i'm back to square one. i seem to have alot of time at hand to bother with this nonsense, but it beats doing tutorials. oh what am i saying? |