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Wednesday, December 28, 2005 @ 8:43 AM
Early to rise makes me feel so wise i've been getting out of bed very much earlier than usual for the past few days of the week. my biological clock had naturally been set to alarm me from my deep slumber at 10 or so. but for this week of december, 7.30 is like the new 10. while deliberating over this intriguing phenomenon (my brain has been dulled after 2 months of holiday), i've arised to three possible conclusions that explains my unholy awakening at this awkward hour. conlusion 1: it so happens that this is the lat week of the holidays. if it is not enough that i've not completed my holiday assignments given the period of time to do so, there are tests to welcome us back into the new year. now maybe, just maybe, my inner subconscious is raged with anxiety, despite my calm exterior. hence, the clash in emotions has led to a breakdown of my bio clock. conclusion 2: after almost 7 wks of vigorous playing, slacking, idling, lazing, sleeping, eating, wasting, i've have grown to be accustomed to this habit of living. despite it being the first day of school next week, i've held homework and tests in no regard despite they deserving much of it. as a result, i've awoken from my deep slumber earlier only to give myself more precious hours to idle away. conclusion 3: i've been sleeping real early everyday at 11. honestly speaking, i've no faith in myself in adjusting to the new lifestyle from next week onwards. not that i have choice not to though. what is with this obligation to rise from bed at 6 daily, only to suffer for the coming 12 hours or so. omg, so i've been out for almost 12 hrs every sch day. that will explain my inclination to stay cooped up at home during the holidays. ar, what the heck. i've got a party to attend later on, so i'll give a shit about all this tml. or maybe not. |