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Sunday, November 06, 2005 @ 10:46 PM
what to write i've just deleted abt two paragraphs of words, basically on how 11 years of education have passed me by. my decision to erase them was based on the fact that i had no mood or inspiration to continue. whenever i blog, i feel that the only way for me to be true, is to not ponder too much about what i have/want to write. if i do so, then i'm trying hard to make whatever i say/write appealing for whoever reads it. hence, if i come to a point where i'm spending 5 min or so pondering over what i want/have to or can write, i'll refuse to continue, as i know i'm making an effort to make my entry more interesting, or at least tweaking here and there. lately, i've not been having any mood to blog. one possbile reason for my act might be because i've not been doing much to deserve any recognition here. either that or i simply refuse to degrade my entry to mindless blabbering of a day's occurrences. my blog deserves more. moreover, i'm not the type who can think deeply over some aspect of life that philosophers for centuries have pondered over themselves. i refuse to keep myself busy with such matters of life. neither am i the type who can cover up their very mundane life with colourful vocabulary and magically turn it into something paparrazis would love to get a scoop of. basically, i lack the ability to bullshit beautifully. so what kind of blogger am i then? i've no idea myself. |