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Saturday, September 10, 2005 @ 7:05 PM
entry 235973425 listening to depressing music and browsing through the hordes of gals on friendster aint a good combination, esp when you're listening to 'REY ZA BURREL'S PIANO Omokage'. it's alright if you do not recognise this, cos' its from the anime GSD. realised anime come off with many great pieces of music, esp those that have no vocals. simple piano pieces, or those damn upbeat, high-tempo ones, but not to the extent of techno. arg, this holiday has been depressing. i've spent it like as if the promos have ended or something, watching like 30 epis of GSD, playing dota every night rather than alternate nights. i see the end. yea, it's dark, empty and filled with many identical alphabets such as AO and F. nar, actually it won't be that bad, i'm just trying to be pessismistic. i realised there's lots more to go, esp maths. but i've devoted more of my time to chem, for rahman is my idol. and i dun wana disappoint my only idol, esp all the E's i've been giving him. sadly, chem just aint my thing. i read like -dash-, and it'll all vaporise into thin air soon enough. it aint like phy. memory work aint emphasised, just get the hang of the formuals, a little concept here and there, and a B should surface. the formulas are even linked, many of them share a connection (sounds very like 'lost' here). chem is like, once they twist the qn abit, i am stunned. haiz, it's actually real depressing for me, cos' i try hard to study, but every once in a while i come to a point where i ask myself is it all worth it? what if history repeats its -dash- self? studying for exams seems like a gamble. to or to not, that is the qn. wtf am i saying, to or to not? like i've got a choice. argh, dota addiction...argh, GSD...argh, sleep... talking to her right now. don't even know why i wana talk to her. sometimes, i feel like she's unreachable.untouchable. although she's just a few touches on the keypad away, i aint ever gona touch her. guess there're some things you can never have. never will have. arg, shouldnt end this on a sad note. i guess there's something i shld be happy abt. knowing u. |