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Tuesday, July 19, 2005 @ 4:30 PM
Another day at school. it's been a pretty normal week. the usual lessons, tutorials and stuff. nothing unusual happens when u're studying ya life away in jc. it's all so rigid. guess it's something i gotta live with since i chose to take the jc route. do i regret it? i've no idea honestly. i've never had the knack for thinking far ahead of what's before my very eyes. i can't plan. no wait,it's i don't plan. plan for wat's to come.did some personality test on friday. the usual DISC thing. it was a simple one, and found out that i'm pretty much a S and I fella.had no D's at all. one C. even my friends expected me to be an S fella (more like an ASS fella). but their analysis of each personality was pretty accurate. esp the part that S (or was it I?) ppl may appear open and easy-going, but they often keep things to themselves. and that they prefer one-to-one chatting, rather than be in a group. ya, i prefer that to. just chillin' out and chatting crap as we sip coke or something. life's too short to be taken for granted, esp when u're only left with only one year half to NS. so fast. so near. there was a moment of silence as we waited for the PA system to play the national anthem. just as everyone waited patiently, aimlessly, waiting for the music to come on, i thought of how i had ended up here. it was only a year ago when i was still having assembly in the parade square at tms. it was different. at least at that time, u could see the whole cohort of sec 4s and a couple of sec 3s. but now, when i'm in the parade square, there's like only a few classes i can see clearly, other than the two next to me. so if u admire some gal from another class in jc, it's damn difficult to catch glimpses of her. tms was much easier. but what i miss the most is the people i hang out with. i realise that i can never forget the times i spent with chao, ivan and corny. i think it's because they were the only people near me, and we really had the same mindset. we had common interests and we didnt mind one another's nonsense. we enjoyed keeping each other company, and more than often, they were my company. we similar in many ways, yet we chose different paths. always i have this mood where i wish for me to spend one more year with them, passing each other as it is, playing around and making a fool of ourselves. what do i miss? the simple chats, all the laughs and teasing one another. playing battleships and bingo while people we studying for some history chp in class. heading down to 7-11 to grab some microwave food and stuff as afternoon lessons were about to start in 25min. getting into trouble for not doing lao da's hwk and pretty much all the other teachers' assignments. teasing tian cai abt all the things that we could think of. and to end the year was the anime marathon. what i missed about it is not the anime itself (ok, full metal alchemist was awesome, but that's not the point), but our last time together as temasekians. i miss u all. till we meet again. |