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Friday, May 13, 2005 @ 6:57 PM
nafa, the terror. it was the day of reckoning.pft.but let's not rush to tt yet.. first lesson was phy tut. i had not bothered to attempt my dynamics tut cos O.C was up the previous night, and i needed my beauty sleep b4 tt. the 1st season of O.c was actually had more drama and plot as compared to the 2nd one. when ryan jus entered the cowens family, many issues that followed were real interesting, jus kept me glued and wana catch the nxt epi. but now, it's nothing but sex. making out with ya fren. making out with ya illegitimate aunt, who's so young that she could be ya sis. making out with the gardener ( this is getting a bit cliche though. desperate housewives..). still, i'll be the loyal viewer that i am and that it'll stray away from all the sexual-related impressions it's giving. ok, abt phy tut, i jus stoned as he went through the dynamics chp more clearly. mr se is awesome, realli appreciate the fact i got him. so patient and his cheerful vibe is well liked by everyone. fortunately, he had no time to touch on dynamics tut, so it was off to phy lect. nothing impt, finished up dynamics lect and brush thru the work,power,energy chp, which was damn sian. some guy behind was already in wonderland, and the two ppl nxt to me were making their way there. not helpful at all. the recess was so needed, though i ended up eating nothing. simply wanted some peace to myself and no more information download. double fmaths lect was up nxt. heng no mrs tng double period, or else all i'm gonna give her is constant nodding throughout. we need variety lor, one mdm koh period and mrs tng, don't throw us two of mrs tng. moreover she is pregnant, unnecessary pressure should be avoided, stress aint healthy for the baby (heard this while watching first mums on tv mobile. quite interesting actually, first of its kind for me.) anyway, did roots of polynomial and vectors, so not interesting. it was getting draggy when the ring of freedom brought about cheers of jubilation, in the form of mumblings that is. PCCG tok in the hall , but i slpt through it so obviously cant say anything abt it. all i could barely rmb was that the speaker married at 15. wad da hell. lunch time. when we were making our way to the tut cls, i realised i wasnt my usual self. felt so sian, so purposeless, so meaningless. must be the lessons, or one of those moods. mr se came by to hand us our kinematics tut which he marked. odd, mr se neva was this diligent or effective. power, his wifey must have given him some sugar the prev night.swt...we had to finish up our half-written compo during GP. dunno why, but i just couldnt put my mind to it. i was more into the 'write-crap-don't-care-how-it-turns-out-even-if-i-might-get-F' mood, was so heck cared. maybe it was the pft which was drawing closer. 2.45 pm. PFT. realised we were the onli cls doing 5 stations, so the teachers tried to rush through everything. pity the other classes, had to do 2.4 at this hour. sadistic sia the PE teachers. anyway, sit&reach and shuttle run was my onli consolation. 52cm and 10.2 secs respectively. in fact, u can count them as the onli ones i did. the rest were pathetic. push ups 35. wad onli. sbj was 210 on the 2nd try, but cos' i fell back, my hand fell to the 115 cm mark. 2nd attempt: 115 cm. wad onli. pull ups wasnt so bad. the humiliation was unanimous, ppl were getting zeros or threes. din fell so out of place or left out. i jus went up and released my grip. told 'cher 'don't want to waste your time'. so respectful of ppl's time hor? haha, excuses excuses.. 2.4km? let's jus say, even if i was graded as a gal, i wouldn't get a A. shoot, i shlda faked as erica, but my built and broad shoulders gave me away. or maybe cos' i wasnt convincing enuf in terms of my actions..wateva the case, it's all over...finally, and dreadfully... while i was trying to doze off during PCCG talk, i was doing some deep thinking. (graeme's so influential). haiz,life's so unpredictable. i mean, u cant...no, u shldnt assume things will worked out the way u think they will. don't delude yourself, it's not healthy and it'll onli make matters worse. jumping to conclusions based on not-so concrete facts is foolish. but sometimes, the mind cant convince the heart (as crudely quoted from graeme). so true. a good eg was the house com elections. though i wasnt cheered on so much by the my cls and a few others, though i made contributions to the track meet, though i tried to turn up for meetings, all these meant no shit. i know i shldnt be a sore loser, but still, unfair is unfair. even if i din get in, why not jaesung? he's good wat, real needy when needed. i guess zhi yu, me and jae have something in common now : house com rejects. no big, shit happens. deal with it. my mood hasnt been so cheery lately, maybe cos' of wat's been happening and wat's to happen. no worries, it's jus one of those periods, i'll get over it sooner or later. sooner, i hope. |